Failures of Truth
We sin against you when we sin against ourselves.
For our failures of truth, O Lord, we ask forgiveness.
For passing judgment without knowledge of the facts,
and for distorting facts to fit our theories.
For deceiving ourselves and others with half-truths,
and for pretending to emotions we do not feel.
For using the sins of others to excuse our own,
and for denying responsibility for our own misfortunes.
For condemning in our children the faults we tolerate in ourselves,
and for condemning in our parents the faults we tolerate in ourselves.
Failures of Justice
For keeping the poor in the chains of poverty,
and turning a deaf ear to the cry of the oppressed.
For using violence to maintain our power,
and for using violence to bring about change.
For waging aggressive war,
and for the sin of appeasing aggressors.
For obeying criminal orders,
and for the sin of silence and indifference.
For poisoning the air, and polluting land and sea,
and for all the evil means we employ to accomplish good ends.
Failures of Love
For confusing love with lust,
and for pursuing fleeting pleasure at the cost of lasting hurt.
For using others as a means to gratify our desires,
and as stepping-stones to further our ambitions.
For withholding love to control those we claim to love,
and shunting aside those whose youth or age disturbs us.
For hiding from others behind an armored of mistrust, and for the cynicism which leads us to mistrust the reality of unselfish love.I'm not very religious. I'm fairly certain man created God and not the other way around. But I've been lucky to have the ability to pick out the useful from the problematic.
And with religion, the same is true. I'm not much of a theist. I can take the bible as stories from which to learn, but I also recognize that many of the laws we find there made sense in the context of social and political and economic life of 3000 years ago, but no longer are make sense. And can even be harmful when twisted to the ends of the ambitious. There are parts of the High Holiday services that I find offensive. But many parts are still wise.
I'm not alone in picking and choosing. Few people follow all the 613 commandments Maimonides extracted from the Torah. (You can see the history of this and list of commandments at Wikipedia.)
Some say that the dietary restrictions were connected to health - eating shellfish in hot climates with no refrigeration is risky. Some may be moral - slaughtering animals in the quickest and least painful way. Others say that keeping Kosher requires a self-discipline that is useful in other parts of one's life. Other than Orthodox Jews, I'm not sure there's anyone who follows all the bible's dietary laws today. Though lots of Jews try to observe a few of the commandments - like not eating pork. (Sources conflict and tell us they do, partly because the Bible doesn't explain the reasons. Here are a couple: Judaism 101 on Kashrut; Biblical Archeology on Making Sense of Kosher Laws; or Jewish Food Hero on Kosher Explained. )
There have only been one or two years when I've failed to go to High Holiday services. It began family custom. My mother would take me every year, though we didn't go to services weekly. I think for her it was a connection to her parents, who she never saw again after she left Germany as a teenager. And the rabbi we went to for many years was an old white bearded, German rabbi who is still my image of a 'real rabbi.' It's also way of staying connected with a community bigger than just the family. The Jewish New Year celebrations are also an important personal day of reflection.
It's a time to think about how one has lived one's life during the year that's ending and to ask forgiveness for one's sins. And also to forgive those who have sinned against us. The ten days between Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur are a time for repentance. On Rosh Hashanah "it is written" but on Yom Kippur "it is sealed."
"It" is who shall live and who shall die during the next year. Those ten days are one's time to convince God that your repentance is sincere. In my mind, what's written is in pencil and can still be erased. Do I believe someone is writing everyone's name in the book of life or the book of death? Not really. But it makes the abstract more concrete. It reminds me that it is a time for me to reflect on how I can be a better person in the next year.
So I focus on those parts that reflect my values, and take as metaphorical those parts that portray a patriarchal God demanding total obedience.
Attending to these Failures of Truth, Justice, and Love would bring the United States and the world to a much better place. These values don't require anyone to adhere to any religion. They are self-evident to most human beings.
And for those I've wronged in the past year. Please forgive me. As I forgive those who have wronged me. Shana Tova. (As I read the first article I found on the meaning of Shana Tova, I quickly realized this was not the message I wanted people to get. The next google hit turned out to be a response that expressed my feelings about the first article.)
Attending to these Failures of Truth, Justice, and Love would bring the United States and the world to a much better place. These values don't require anyone to adhere to any religion. They are self-evident to most human beings.
And for those I've wronged in the past year. Please forgive me. As I forgive those who have wronged me. Shana Tova. (As I read the first article I found on the meaning of Shana Tova, I quickly realized this was not the message I wanted people to get. The next google hit turned out to be a response that expressed my feelings about the first article.)